I had another Anon come to me feeling exactly the same way as you over the weekend friend.

Their choices (though unknown to me even now) have left me shaken to the core. I just pray for you Anon. I feel that this is all I can do right now, and the most effective way I can respond. I will love you in friendship no end, and it will be sincere, and I will pray for you every day that Gods perfect plan and purpose for you is revealed in a way that revolutionises the way you see this world.

I’ll be crying out to God that the grim view of the world you hold, through whatever circumstance, is lifted, and replaced with a peace that none can steal from you. I will also pray that He gives you joy, and uses these trials you are enduring to strengthen you and give you a hefty foundation on which a brighter future can be built friend.

Sorry if this is not enough, but my heart is heavy for people in your situation, and after last weekend I feel somewhat ineffective in the motivational speech department. God on the other hand, is far more capable, dear one.

These tests are not the end of you.

God is bigger than your problems.

Praying for you my friend,

Shaun